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It was a big step to believe in the Love I could not see. It is humbling to believe and to let go of all the fear, for I can do nothing to earn love. I do not even deserve to be loved. I AM loved, just like I am.

I was delivered out of a complicated, often sad and self-conscious life by a loving GRACE, not by my own works nor by my (useless) wisdom. That new reality and striking truth filled me with pure joy. A joy that I had always dreamed of, a joy that was not explainable through any "religious" or psychological, philosophical or historical thought. I just knew: I am loved.

I was born again.

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So I did get the answer to my prayer after that screening of our movie.
One of the very early sentences I stumbled upon in the Bible was:
"Fear not, for I have redeemed you, I have called you by your name, you are mine." Jesaja 43:1
I remembered the call of my name as a child… I knew He had called me by name.
The answer to the question for which I had stayed at the conference: "What is the purpose of my life?" I figured was quite simple: To be a witness with my life in this world that God exists and that He loves ALL of us without any condition.

I do not have to be perfect and I never will be. God is.